I had Maccas today. I feel dirty and sick.
I never want to eat again, it was so gross.

I have a job interview at subway tomorrow. But I’m so nervous, even though I’ve worked at a subway before.
I don’t want to work around food again.
What if I’m not good enough.
Sometimes I never feel good enough, you know? Of course you know, because we have all felt it before.
But it’s eating at me.

I’m going to loose weight again, I want to loose weight again. I don’t want to impress anyone else, just me.
And right now I’m so disappointed in myself. How did I let myself feel like this again.